December 01, 2006
Uninspired
Unmotivated, unamused, these are all things that could describe my state of mind these days. That's probably a big part of the reason I haven't been blogging, I come with a thought, something to put down, but then a couple minutes later I either forget it or shoot it down with the old "yeah.... no". The reality of the world doesn't help much either, when Stephen Hawkins says that we have to find a new planet to live on or we face extinction.... that really brings some holiday cheer.
Christmas comes again, and even though I'm not quite as apprehensive of it this year the anxiety still lingers, raising it's ugly head at the thought of buying presents, and incurring debt, and a whole day with the in-laws. I suppose this weather doesn't help much either, I mean it hasn't gotten above -11 C for what... 2 months? Frig. The other day we had -28 weather in the morning with a -41 windchill! In f@(*$ing November! Oh and this morning I left my f$*@(ing blockheater plugged in then drove away, I haven't been able to look at it yet, I hope I didn't wreck the damn cable... on my NEW car. Gawdammit.
On the brighter side there is a new Latin club to play at, I may even have a gig there next weekend. Interesting time eh? Old really popular club burns down, and within a month a new one pops up? Hmmmm..
Posted by Oorgo at December 1, 2006 12:35 PM Permalink - Category: Things | TrackBack|
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