Well it finally happened, I apparently threw the ball too low and the kid in the middle picked it up. Got a notice of disconnection from my telco company monday. Luckily it was resolved and I could pay it today, but sheesh... it just makes me want to shutdown and become a vagrant sometimes. Take the bankruptcy ticket, sell off all my goods, move us into a crappy basement appartment again and revert back 10 years to the days before we owned a house.
I have to remind myself that this TOO shall pass, until the next notice comes along (probably gas / power next). It's hard to see a positive financial future when every time you look away from something the next time you glance back it's on fire or threatening to pull out the rug from underneath you.
Sometimes responsibility can be such a downer.
Posted by Oorgo at October 20, 2004 01:34 PMIt is a constant balancing act. I feel it, too. You have several plates spinning and if one hits the ground, pow. Good luck with your spinning.
Posted by: RP at October 21, 2004 06:23 AM